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Ate like 1700 cals yesterday. Damn.

Woke up this morning, and at first the scale stopped at 129, then went to 132. My mom's told me 130. What the hell?

Regardless: started up my diet pills again. I feel like I'm retaining so much water right now that my eyes feel puffy, like after you've drank too much wine. I feel sick and unwell again. The constant state of almost-nausea and malaise that's been overtaking me for almost a month straight.

Plus the emotional state I've been in. So moody and antisocial and hormonal. I'm so lonely yet antisocial at the same time. I want to be loved so badly but I just keep pushing everyone away. I'm a study in conflictions.

It feels like I've been PMSing for a month straight. Only without the period. Ever. At all.

Anyhow. I'm under 350 cals for the day; did 20 minutes of pilates earlier and worked for 5 hours. Hopefully I'll be smaller tomorrow.
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kittykatgrr
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Time:2004-07-01 07:56 pm (UTC)
did you just read my journal, and then copy all my thoughts down into yours?? only adding the working out, this past month i have been too emotional to even work out. i try to walk wherever i go though, i usually do pilates every day too!
can you tell me what intake of calories is best for a anorexic?
i dont know if it goes off your height or wieght or what.
heres hoping to you being smaller tomorow!
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cocoabodywhip
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Time:2004-07-02 06:06 am (UTC)
i have no idea about calorie intake... i haven't quite figured that out for myself yet :/
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